mom, I understand your feud with my auntie, but please don’t part me away from seeing my cousin’s. you barely let me see them already & it just hurts. yeah, I see one of them at school, but I’d like to see my other cousin too. I miss spending time with them as a whole. our family just seems so broken. i’m tired of trying to tolerate it.
i learned that tough times either bring you closer and make you stronger or tear you apart. for a short while or for good. if you have someone special, don’t go looking for better. hold onto that person. you don’t wanna do something you’ll end up regretting.
now, whenever i come across your name, it feels like “woah we used to talk?” this is how much things have changed and how differently things are now. wtf. seriously. i don’t like coming across anything that reminds me of you. it just brings me back to that painful feeling. i’m not saying i still don’t feel pain, but just not as much anymore. it’s whatever. i just really miss how things used to be.
what’s so wrong about wanting to finally be just friends with a person you really liked..
i’m not crazy
it’s been like a year? i think i’m ready. i mean, i let go of everything completely months ago. so why not. i don’t intend on being anything more & going through that all bullshit twice. lol
Thinking about the past hurts.
Looking back, knowing that everyday you were mostly happy. Everybody that was once close to you are all gone now. Having so much fun, that flaws/insecurities weren’t pointed out. How much you talked and hung out with friends, but now they’re just leaving you. Happy memories come back and you couldn’t bare but to think of anything else, it’s crazy how everything has changed from one point.
